|Posting after solongof not posting
||[Jan. 15th, 2008|07:52 pm]
|[||what im listnin to
hey! whoevers reading.... i havent posted in a long ass time idk thought id update.... some cool shits happend since i last posted a couple months ago....... sppaC yup yup yup yup yup yup yup
anyways drill team just started up again adn weve got like 7 commited girls but that 3 short for a drill team. the last two werent that great the first one of the year SUCKED!!! ugh i dont even wanna remember w.e no one cares.
Ive been reading this book written by this lady who used to be in the army named Kayla williams, w.e its an awsome book, i cant stop reading it sometimes- so now im tired.
ive been weird lately idk wtf it isOH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMGOGMGO JOGKJGKDOFJKDFHK NVER MIND HOW I FEEL IM OPERATIONS NCOIC!!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAAHHA NO ONE KNOWS WTF THAT IS! its the person who sets up all operations for the corps, like service hours stuff, fun movie day w.e crapp, fundraisers- all that !!
so yea i guess im turning into an ROTC nerd thats ok i fuckin love ROTC..... and im starting to really think i know what i want to do for the rest of my damn life.... but it might just be bull shit you know like all those times your like oh yeah i wanna do this but then like 5 months later you dont want to anymore.......... idk so ive always wanted to do this its always been there so if its something i ALWAYS thought about doing why would i suddenly change my mind.....i havent said what IT was.... join the military, but there still so much to figure out ...... idk why is life so complicated- ha know it sounds like im complaining - like my insignifiacant life could possibly be so complicated - i used to think that everybody else had better lives than me when i was little - then i realized i have a WAY better life that most people..... i live on a fuckin cloud yet i complain- human nature iguess its hard to stop but it feels goood to let stuff build up and then pop its like bein checkers for a long ass time and then........lol! but if my life is so insignificant then so is everyone elses...... idk
sdjkl;f i wanna get really fuckin pist and beat the shit outta somebody then fuck someone and then recycle and plant trees.......hahaha idk